First post in the nu yerr

By the way...
hpi nu yerr ya.. sowi telat.. baru sempet online siiiyh..

My song of the day..
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Aduh semakin hari dia semakin ganteng aja.. Sayangnya liburan udah abis.. Jadi waktu-waktu kami bermain bersama jadi ga ada lagee.. Ada siih.. Tp jarang, ga kaya pas liburan kemarin.. Abis, hampir tiap hari ketemu dan kemarin aku ga ketemu sama sekali.. Jadi aga" sedih dan kangeeeen bangetttzz deeeh.. Untung tadi siang ketemu dia,, and OMG.. He's still very very very cute for me with his new hair cut.. and dia nyamperin aku.. Just to "chub" (a new verb made just for my dictionary) me, hehe.. and also talked to me..

Well,
Aku sangat suka ngliat dia. Senyumnya yang amat sangat bikin dia jadi tambah cute abiss. Gerak-geriknya yang unik dan lucuuuuuu. Uuuh... ngliat dia main basket dengan penuh semangat. Gawd... He's so cool.. walo berpeluh... Huwh, aku jadi ikutan semangat.. Harum rambutnya abis mandi.. the way he talks to me..and gave me drink waktu aku keselek.. I know he cares... the way he chubs mee.. (makes me fly) the way he holds my hand just to make sure I won't fall, make me feel save..
dan jadi sedih lagee kalo keinget tentang seorang perempuan yang katanya adalah "cewe"-nya.. Well, aku gataw kelanjutan cerita mereka.. aku ga berani nanya.. Aku seneng kok bisa deket sama dya gitu tnp harus tau apa" tentang hubungan mereka.. Aku seneng dia percaya aku sebagai temennya.. Although I want more.. Yeah.. Tp yaaa gimana.. Mencintai dengan tulus, that's what I have to learn.. And of course, enjoy those moments..

Wew..yang jelas sibuk nih sekarang.. this January, I have to prepare all things for my birthday celebration.. I'll be 17 this February.. Can't wait.. aku udah minta temen" jadi candle... err.. tinggal 1 candle cewe,, belom tau ni sapa.. diantara bbrp pilihan.. Well, tadi aku nelpon Jonathan (my jojooo) temen SMP just to ask him come to my bday and be one of my candle.. Senang loowh.. Ternyata seorang Jojo masih ingat suara Rere.. I even didn't tell him my name.. Nebak pertama kali langusng bener gitu.... Secara kami dah hampir 3 taun ga ketemu gituu and ga pernah telpon"an juga..

Selain preparation yang buanyak ituuw, aku juga mesti mikirin sobatku tercinta for her birthday is January 29th.. Make a surprise? Hope so.. (gila... bokek niiih) well, if I could tell her that I'm really sorry for make her celebartion become on Friday.. I can do nothing.. Aku sendiri binun.. Cuz ultahku pas banget hari Sabtu gitu.. Errghh.. Aku jadi ga enak sama dya.. For the porblems she's facing now and the only solution depends on me.. tp sekali lagee, I can do nothing.. (sorry, can't tell ya this one)

humh,,

yang jelas buat temen" yg ga aku undang, a really big sorry for ya... Kesulitan perekonomian sehingga hanya segelintir orang-orang terdekat aja yang aku ajak untuk memeriahkan my sweet seventeen.. dengan "segelintir" itu aja sudah mengahbiskan uang mami papiku lagi dan itu engga murah.. hikzz.. Ak gaenak banget.. the problem is... I also will go to university this year.. I have spent much money for that.. Belom uang sekolah.. And my other needs..

just need lots of prayers..